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| hey people i'm no more using xanga i have change to http://ronaldfooronald.blogspot.com...so yeah :) sorry for any inconvinience | | |
| ok haha i didnt expect this dream to b actually a great dream..but hey it was...didnt i blog about how God made me feel how its like to see your first child? well this time He did it again
but not really exact...u see...before i went to sleep..i ask God...Hey..hope u can give me an enjoyable dream...haha..so i went to sleep....surprisingly i was dreaming !! haha ok i was this GIRL..ya haha got kidnapped or something like dat in a van...then when arrive in this weird place(should b a casino)..manage to escape but got shot on de left arms ( de injection area)..soo..played dead...de dumb people checked and left me there haha
Got up...tried to find and pull out de bullet...(good thing about dreams u wont feel pain or tired) haha..hmmm oh right..then saw a red car :)..donno how did it work but started driving it and run away from de bad guys :D..de END..(of me being de girl) ..
ahah Now de dream changes back to me!! and older me.around 20 plus i guess..and i'm not fat !! yeah :)..haha ok back to de dream...ok so i guess i just finished work and was heading back to my hotel..when suddenly...de girl(yes de one dat got shot)..i saw her strugelling..so i kind offered help..had to carry her and this heavy thing @.@ (haha infinite strength during dreams vuahahha)...got to de hotel..de lifts must have busted..so have to take stairs.
Oh..before i continue..i have never met this girl in real life...:P..hope 1 day ..so far de most beautiful girl i've seen ghahah :P...black hair haha dat narrows in down a little haha..ok i'll continue..
man de stairs was creppy...as if ada hantu this haha but went on anywayz got to her room..hmm weird how dat happen anyawyz..i think aided her...and BADABOom...some gangster's wanna start a fight....so some complicatins blah blah blah..was fighting off some peopl and in de end was about to get killed by a person when suddenly! de girl saved me :) haha hehe by hitting something on de guys head..ok so dat was de end...and so dat girl become de girl of my life...we live happily ever after..
Wait..dat did not happen..after we made eye contact and felt SHE was De ONe...i woke up @>@...stupid alarm...man i hate it when God plan everythign haha but His God :)..so i setteled everything. tried to go back to sleep to see if God allow me to see her again,..haha but too bad...guess it was enough
OK de MORAL OF DE DREAM......yes..i think she is de one..2.motivate me to b pure and also 3.to b a succesfull capable men i guess...so gotta study hard..b succesfull...as u see..if yr waiting for your THE ONE..if u wait and not develop yr self to b a something when u met yr THE ONE then yr a NOTHING haha :P so...better buck up and b de greatest man u can for God and For Your DE ONE haha :P
heheh characteristics of de girl sadly i knw but if i blog..hmm later ppl blah blah blah..but i scare i lupa...hmmm oh well..better type anywayz..all i knw ..u know how does love movies( i think its from there)..like de girl is helpless in everything and cant live without depending on someone 1..so yeah..somehow i felt that way..and gonna love her all de way..haha weird huh?.. | | |
| A Disgrace Snake, A Worthy Man
These words won’t make a difference,
No matter how great are the words,
For your words aren't worthy,
Because your tongue is filled with lies…
Numerous of fancy gifts you gave,
Will not be taken or accepted,
For your gifts are filthy and priceless,
Bought from grimy and lustful money…
Whatever actions you make or do,
Will never change our minds,
For your actions aren't true,
Because you’re just looking for the weak…
We were once gullible and weak,
But now we are stronger than ever,
Not to hope or trust an Ungodly,
And bowing down as if you’re god…
What we hear or see from you,
It’s just something like hallucination,
You are always here to ruin us,
But now we are awake!
So, flee now or face the power,
For God had gave to us,
We are the authority of you,
We can make you disappear immediately...
What kind of tricks you put us on,
Such as temptation or pride or lust,
We can repent and escape,
Because we have the power!
For God had gave us,
All glory to Him and not you,
He is worthy and not you,
We will follow Him but not you…
For our Lord, Our God,
Is Almighty and Faithful and Just,
Forever we will be in Peace,
And been set free from You! | | |
| ahah so starting form yesterday(saturday)9/05/09 haha every event its like a frenzy..like continue and continue and continue haha ..so saturday was my PAINTBALL frenzy day haha..played paintball at 9am ..then play again at 1pm then again at 4pm....mad ...tired...pain...full adrenelin hahah ok soo....
dat was a paintball frenzy...my knees hurt now..my amrs have scratches and de most time i gt shot in a round was by my own team mate who just puts out de marker and shoot without aiming...first my head..second my back...3rd my face...WHAT de FUDGE man! AIM LA !! anywayz...it was all good...de 2nd game of paintball was wicked...was playing with stronger ppl ..all were like using e.marker 2 play while 2-3 of use were using m. markers ahha e=electronic m=mecanical ..anywyaz...sadly 3rd game my fren shaowe pulled his leg punya urat..sad bt yeah...
ok the next frenzy was "super natural " frenzy...its a show .blah balh.. kept on watching and watching and watching since i miss out alot alreyad haha so sunday..mothers day..woke up at 2 pm casue my mom woke me up 2 eat lunch..then it was back 2 wacthing super natural again and again and again haha....dinner...came back..watch another 2 episodes and started typing...
so my next frenzy would probably b a loong 1 too....and i hope i could keep up....its DE STUDY frenzy....its all baout study now.,,study study study ..till afetr exam :) which is 2 weeks time form now...so yeah....buck up...get some sugar..and study !! haha hope 2 get good results la....so yeah....my conditions now are...sick..aching...and living ...sounds great :) haha lol...
-Ronald- | | |
| ok so ..guess what !! life is wonderful even if its not...no i'm not being a hypocrite its de truth :) no mattter how bad my life would feel ./ no matter i show it or not ..no matter how i feel inside.. we have 2 move along man ..de song by all american rejects just came 2 my mind but never mind haha
2 talk about my life or not 2 talk about my life?...hmmmmmmmm o well whats de worst thing that can happen haha
lets see..a few days have pass during this week...life changes...school system changes...environment changes...weird huh? ..well its actually very common...sometimes we change for de better ..but hwat if we change 2 de worse and don even realize it? oh well no idea
all de time whenever i'm in de class room waiting for a teacher or while having a break or rest ...its always doesnt feel right...well i'm used 2 it all de time already...as i reflect back my life... i never actually fit in a permament group when ever i go 2 a chinese school so far...like in primary school ..nope don think i remmebr having a fren there..yup sad huh? ..hah...then i went over 2 srs datuk simon fung..and yes i had a group there it doesnt matter weatehr we were geeks or whatver over tehre but still it was de greatest 5 years of my life as a primary student :)
sooon as i went to sttss(sabah tshung tsun secondary school) another new begening ..yup until now don think i have a group 2 stick with..i'm saying i need 1 or anything since i am able 2 hang with most people ...as i said no permanent group (defination: always together wherever we go and all) .. but still its de way i am i guess :) in fact its a great thing actually 2 b able 2 mix around with alot of people
there is a word on how i might feel in class...which is empty..haha but i knw i;m not empty just cant find that word 2 replace it..haha maybe something like "dead" ..who knws? maybe its de class thing that caused it or probably i my self is not adepting 2 it haha...important year so what 2 do..PERSEVERE lo haha i Pray hard That God will lead me and guide me as i am struggeling somehow in a way i guess haha..
yup !..Amen to God and everything...its not 2 late ..its a time 2 just go on :) with a new prespective :)
-Ronald- | | |
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